Thursday 6 November 2008
Slm..
well... this is my first time ever to write a blog.. facinating enough i am addicted to reading them.. but in the end, i turn to writing rather than reading.. after all i can pour my heart out here and dont hv to worry what people will say about it.. haha..
i am a proud malaysian that does not stay in malaysia (hahhaa.. macam weird je ayat ni).. kerja kat luar dah nak dekat 2 tahun.. macam semalam je baru datang sini.. so many things has happened here.. mostly i've learnt is what life actually meant.. im not that young (hehehe..) but have spent most of my life staying with my family till i left M'sia.. my life was not so bad back home, but i was tired doing the same thing everyday.. so i've applied to do something very different from what i've been doing previously..
when i got this job, berat rasa hati nak tinggalkan family and kawan2.. i am basically a family oriented person.. my family is the reason of my entire being.. kerja siang malam or boyfriend bagai nk rak macam mana pun, family still no. 1.. hahhaa.. tapi nak buat mcm mana, this is something i really hv to do.. i had to leave them for a while.. my best buddy, pablo, i managed to say a proper farewell to him who is still waiting for my calls whenever i am back..
the last time i saw mummy and papa, raya baru2 ni.. my heart breaks everytime i see their faces.. AR and QR, my youngest brother and sister, klakar sangat.. i just love hanging out with them.. ada je issue and benda2 mengarut diorg.. i lost 2 years of seeing both of them grow up.. NR and YR my other 2 sisters biasa la kalau jumpa sembang tak habis.. NR is the closest to me and practically my soulmate.. tak sabar nak balik KL lg bulan ni..
when i got here, i could not believe myself i actually did leave my loved ones and my life that i grew up with..
when i reached the airport, it was disappointing enough to compare to KLIA, hahhaa.. i came with this chinese girl, WY who took the same job, and we were placed in the same building... i was staying with 2 spectacular thai girls yang till today i love them to bits.. WY stayed with 2 msians.. the next day we went out and met an indonesian and a singaporean girl.. jadi la kita org 4 sekawan.. truly asia gitu.. hahhaa..
we started our training 2 days after reaching this devastating city.. my batch consists of 9 of us.. 2 msians, myself and WY, an indonesian, a british, an indian, a south african, a russian, a bosnian and a finnish girl who ended up being one of my closest friends now..
the training lasted for 2 mths.. can u just imagine how home sick i was?? nak gila pun ada.. kalau nk diikutkan, nak je i balik KL mcm tu je.. no doubt dgn kawan2, hilang la sikit jiwa kacau tu.. tapi tuhan je tau how bad i wanted to go back.. as soon as we finished our training, we were ask to move to our permanent apartment.. i stayed with WY.. an angel.. till now for almost 2 years..
lepas tu bila dah start fly, okay la sikit because i get to operate KL flights almost every month.. tp still duduk jauh from family, the feeling is never good..
so many things have happened when i'm away.. my closest cousin got married.. pregnant now.. so happy for her.. my family as usual missing them every single day.. i broke up with the guy i was in love the most.. pablo has changed his job to a better one.. people come and go on daily basis.. i became more independent on my own.. and treasured more of what i had and have now..
now my daily routine here is either work, cook or friends.. i love to cook and eat with my big eater friends.. alhamdulillah i am blessed with my mum's talent.. even though masak tak la terrer mcm mummy.. hahhaa.. i know i will never be as good as she is.. my friends here are some of the nicest and most sensible people i've met throught out my life.. AR, PB, JS, AS, SW, EK and JL.. they are just d sweetest.. tp JS yang i paling banyak jumpa la.. dia ni dah la klakar.. a good dancer too.. hahhaa.. AS, compliment JS.. tp dia malu2 sikit.. hahaha.. SW is one wild girl tht brought colours and smiles to people watching her.. EK pulak is just like a baby.. his heart is just so pure.. and all these initials above are all the people i can easily trust them with my life..
thats it for now.. finally i managed to write after a long time this account been created.. mula2 rasa malas.. ambik!! dh type banyak la pulak..
till then...
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3 comments:
its okay..
u can write all u want here..
because u can!
starting not bad.boleh pergi jauh..*usap2 dagu
nanti cerita macam mana ko mencirit kan aku pulak ye..merasa nak tumpang glamer dalam blog ko :D
good...
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